Emotions

I've always haunted a way to get everything solved,

a way to put things where they should be put on,

I've always seeked for love,

a way to get love and joy from someone,

someone that isn't me,

from someone that doesn't even exist,

love in many different ways I've never had,

during the night or in the sunlight,

I've always wanted to be perfect,

to get hundreds, always tried to make right decisions,

always been so up into the sky I could barely remember,

what it meant to be alive,

up in the horizon,

death have always been the love I've been looking for,

death have always been the perfection I've wanted to achieve,

death have always been there for me,

during the night or in the sunlight,

I've been trying to put things where they're supposed to be,

always at night or at the first sunshine showing in the horizon...